Yule

I'm not quite sure where the tree came from.... I'm sure the servants went out and got it, it's quite big! But that's OK I love it anyway!

I've been wrapping tons of gifts.... sigh.... for others of course, since I haven't gotten a gift in years from anyone! sigh

But I got a lot of nice things for my friends.

I'm just so depressed with the colder weather, and all this "holly jolly" stuff. My doctor said getting gifts for others would make me feel good..... but it doesn't. I would rather have gifts for myself, but what's the use, I probably wouldn't like what I pick out for myself anyway..... sigh